By Attila Zønn
Out of the blue, Ludy said, “There are no virgins left anymore above the age of twelve. And I’d even question that age.”
We were driving along Highway 7 approaching Markham Road.
I felt good this morning because it was Friday and a half day, and I’d only have to endure his bullshit for four hours instead of eight.
It was the end of June, and there was a hint of heat in the air, so the wind coming in the window felt good. Ludy had been quiet since I picked him up on his driveway. He grunted a greeting and off we went. Only now, as we started seeing people on the sidewalks was he getting aroused.
“Holy Jesus!” he said jerking up in the seat. “Look at that ass! That’s a fucking 11!”
As we passed a bus stop, he stuck his head out the window and yelled, “Yeah, baby! You got it!”
“For fuck’s sake,” I said.
I shook my head.
“We’ve risen above catcalls and whistles,” I said.
“You think so?”
“Yeah. Acting like that—”
“Bullshit. I was paying her a compliment.”
“You’re judging her.”
“So? I have that right, as a free-thinking individual, to think what I want.”
“To think. Not to say.”
“Holy shit!” he said, shifting in his seat to face me. “What’s this world coming to? That,”—he pointed back with his thumb—”that was innocent. You want to know what bad is? My cousin Orietta told me this. She used to be a good looking broad before she had all her kids. She was walking downtown one time, and some fat-ass construction worker yelled at her from a scaffold, ‘Hey, baby. Bring that ass over here. I want to shit on your tits!’ And all his buddies laughed. What I did just now was feathers compared to that.”
I shook my head.
“Yeah, you know,” he said and fell silent.
We drove for a while longer, then—
“Okay,” he said. “That ass can make a big deal out of it, but it’s just for show. Are you telling me that I didn’t put a bounce in her step and made her feel good because some guy in a car thought she was attractive? Is that what you’re telling me? What? We can’t appreciate beauty anymore?”
More time passed, then—
“I feel sorry for your generation, David. You’re all a bunch of pussies. In the annals of history you’re going to be known as the Gray Generation: afraid of your own shadows, afraid of what people will think and what they’ll say, unable to deal with offense. Transposing snowflake ideals on a pile of shit. Wake up! Have you watched the news? The world is full of offense. The world doesn’t care about anybody’s feelings. It wants bread and circuses. You want to live in a world where we have to look around us before we open our mouths? So we sit around and be silent? Like dummies?”He turned away and stared out the window. “Yeah, that’s a great future: a society of pussies and dummies.”
I really didn’t want to get into a discussion because there was no logic I could impart on him to dislodge his skewed observations.
“And here’s another thing your gray society does—white shaming,” he said. “I see it all the time on TV. Comedians make jokes about evil white people like that’s all there is in the world—evil white people. And that I’m supposed to feel guilty because hundreds of years ago white people colonized or owned slaves? It’s like an original sin we’ve got to carry around. That’s why the world doesn’t move forward—because we’re too busy laying blame. The thing is, it isn’t the brown folks, or the black folks or the yellow folks, it’s white folks bitching about the unfairness of society, trying to make up for past injustices. Pansy fucking indignant whites who find offense in every subtext, self-loathing leftists who haven’t got a clue how to live their lives but are eager to tell you how to live yours. There!”
He was panting like he’d just run a marathon.
“I’ll say it like I see it,” he said, “and if nobody likes it, they can fuck off.”
After he’d calmed down, putting on his I’m going to explain the key points of my argument voice, he said, “It’s actions, David. Actions that harm, not words. Sticks and stones—you remember that saying? Probably not. You candy asses don’t give a shit about the past ’cause you can’t pull your faces away from your phones.”
“Alright! Alright!” I said holding up my hand.
“Yeah!” Ludy said.
“It’s how you did it that’s the problem. Like she’s a sex object.”
“And what’s it to you? Do you know her?”
I turned away.
“Who are you kidding?” he said. “Women are sex objects. There’s seven billion people on this planet. How did that happen? They popped up out of the ground? Men aren’t interested in coitus with women? And if fucking is sex then that makes women sex objects. To a man, the objective is sex. Always has been, always will be. Don’t let political correctness blind the truth little buddy. The minute a woman enters a room, a guy thinks, is she fuckable? A man can’t help themselves. It’s second nature. It’s in their biology. As she’s walking away, tell me they’re not looking at her ass. Tell me the truth, if there wasn’t that promise of sex would you put up with a woman? Day in, day out, from morning till night and all the holidays?”
“Now you’re a misogynist.”
“No, I love women. My mother is a woman, but she drove my little old man crazy.”
We stopped at a drive-thru for coffee—he paid.
“David.” He pulled the tab on the coffee lid. “I’m gonna let you in on a well-known secret—remember this—all women are sluts.”
“Yeah,” he said, nodding, “but the poor things, it’s not their fault. It’s in their biology. You’ve heard the expression: he who brings home the meat gets all the pussy? Where do you think that got started? Well, it goes back to the caveman days.”
He sipped his coffee. “Oh, that’s a good cup,” he said, then, “Picture this: the Great Hunter, arrives at the cave. He’s got a big deer buck around his shoulders. He tosses the deer on the floor of the cave, the women come from all corners, pick it up, and carry it away. Then, he goes and takes a nap on his fur bed, and when he wakes up, dinner’s ready. That guy…had it good. But he risked his life to put meat on the spit, and he had to be smart. He had to know how to spread the lovin’ around. Maybe he had a favorite among the women in the cave—probably he had a favorite— but he couldn’t show it because the one thing more important than pussy, is peace in the cave. And another thing. Women have men to thank for the way they look. The classic woman shape—ample tits, shapely legs, prominent ass. It was primitive man who shaped how a modern woman looks.”
“Okay, transpose yourself from this car to an earlier time. You’re a primitive man on the African savanna, and you’re chasing down a woman. What are you looking at?”
“Her ass! And those boys always targeted the ones with the bigger ass because they ran slower. They were easy to catch. After a hard day of hunting the last thing the boys wanted was a difficult road to their pleasure. “
“How do you know all this?”
“It’s logic. And some of those savanna ladies even wanted to be caught, just like now, playing hard to get but when you get close, they give up. For some fuckin’ reason, women got it in their heads that a man’s always gotta earn his pussy treat.”
I kept my eyes on the road, hoping he’d stop talking.
“He’s most likely the Chief.”
“That Great Hunter, because he knows how to find the game, so he’s respected and gets his pick of the females.”
Jesus Christ! Deliver me.
“I guess you’d be the Great Hunter?” I said.
“No. Definitely not. I’ve got a realistic view of myself. I know my physical limitations when it comes to what a woman finds attractive. No, I wouldn’t be that Great Hunter, more like the guy who holds his spears, standing outside the mouth of the cave, happy to snag a reject. What gets me laid is this.” He rubbed his thumb and index finger together. “A fat wad in your pocket will always get you laid.”
Copyright© Attila Zønn 2017
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I was glad to see that poor David at least got to have a coffee. 🙂
Ludy reminds me of my mother’s rants while I’m driving and she’s in the passenger seat. I know how David feels.